The story of my recent death

Hello,

Recently, I died.

How did the death happen?

One minute I was meditating in bed, imagining receiving the total divine love of the Universe into my heart via exquisite flirtation with a translucent Primordial Buddha…

(fun fact: in my visualization this Buddha happened to look a lot like a hot guy I know #sexmagick)…
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… the next moment I had fallen out of this world and into the center of a white hot star going super nova.

My eyes opened in the Abyss.

I saw the endless field of stars all around me.

I know that each and every one of you, like me, is also star.

When I came back to consciousness in my body, I felt my heart jolt suddenly to beat again after having utterly stopped.

A dear sister in death painted my nails to remind me of pomegranate seeds.

Now I know it’s true:

“Every man and every woman is a star.”

Integrating this stellar gnosis of the Abyss into my human persona is my current delightful work.

The integration involves relentlessly slaying mind parasites that arise like zombie robots.

I’ll say much more about that process.

And in the meantime I invite you to join me as a participant in Slay with my friend Perri Chase.
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Perri is massively helping me with my death integration by showing me how to kill those mind parasites ever more quickly and efficiently…
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… in order to fully embody and express my stellar mastery.
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Head over to Perri’s website to learn more about Slay and join us there.

Best,

Carolyn

Author of Existential Kink